September 16, 2026
A mountain you can walk toward for years and never once see the peak
Balinese locals consider this mountain the most sacred on the entire island. Direction toward it shapes even the beds in houses — you're meant to sleep with your head pointing that way, feet never toward the peak. It decides where temples get built, how entire villages are laid out, which way to bow during prayer. And yet the mountain hides in clouds almost all the time. People live right at its foot for weeks, sometimes months, and never see the peak once in all that time — but they keep orienting themselves by it anyway, invisible, hidden, out of sight.
I was standing among the rice fields at the time, looking at this mountain, and a thought came to me that's stayed with me ever since: this is roughly how direction works in a person's life too, when they're searching for their calling, their path, their "that way." A person doesn't necessarily need a clear picture of the final goal. They might not see the "peak" of their path, can't describe it in words, can't draw the final point of the route on paper or even in their mind before falling asleep.
And this is exactly where many people make the same mistake: if the peak isn't visible, then there's no direction at all, then I'm lost, then I need to stop and wait for the clouds to clear before anything becomes clear. But Balinese locals act completely differently. They don't wait for the mountain to reveal itself fully. They hold direction toward it even through thick cloud cover, because they know one simple thing: the mountain hasn't gone anywhere just because it isn't visible today.
I've seen a similar story in many people over years of conversations. Someone couldn't figure out for years what they actually wanted to do with their life, and because of that, they literally stood still, postponing any movement until the moment of complete clarity. And complete clarity, as if on purpose, never arrived. But the moment a person started moving in an approximate direction — not toward a sharp goal, just "toward where it seems better" — gradually, step by step, the picture began clearing up on its own. Not because the clouds magically parted, but because movement itself provides information you simply cannot get by standing still and staring into the fog.
Being lost is far from always the absence of a goal as such. Much more often it's simply clouds, and behind them the mountain hasn't gone anywhere — it's patiently waiting for you to keep walking toward it, even blindly, even without seeing the peak once during the whole journey.
If you feel lost right now — maybe the issue isn't that you lack direction, but that you've been standing still for too long, waiting for the clouds to part on their own, instead of simply walking toward that vague sense of "that way" which, somewhere inside, you already have.